I was born in a family with a mother, father and one sister. My Parents didn't have any religion. They keep themselves far away from that. when I was about four years, I went to a Christian school where I heard some of the stories about Jesus and God. Some of the stories were familiar to me, but most of it was not real to me. I thought that they were wrong about the things they told us. I grew up as a very shy girl and nobody really knew me, and that's what I wanted, because then they couldn't say anything wrong about me. My parents were always scared of what people would think of them and that's what I felt.

When I was fifteen I met a boy and stayed with him. His parents weren't happy about it because they thought I was to shy and I wasn't Catholic. But we stayed together, married and had children.  My first one was a boy and that made me change, because now I felt important. I was never insecure in taking care of him. My second child was a girl, during my pregnancy I felt there was something wrong and there was. She was born with multiple dysfunctions and she lived for four weeks. The minute she was born I knew she was going to die. The third was also a girl and I was very happy with her. But the death of my daughter made me think about life. When I was about twelve years old I was always dreaming about healing people with my hands. traveling between worlds. But I was also very scared in the dark and felt the presence of something in my room.

At that time I met someone who did Reiki and I thought, this is it. I went to a meeting and before I knew it I was taking the class. That was the best thing I ever did for myself. I am not saying everyone should take a Reiki class, everyone has their own path, this was mine. I started practicing with some friends and reading books about spirituality. That's when I found out people had guides. I was always a very rational person but this just felt so right to me. I knew in my heart this was it. This is why I am here. Everything went very fast after that. I started hearing someone call my name during the night. It did take me some time to convince myself it was real. In the meantime I took a Reiki II class and after that I became a Reiki Master. With still a lot to learn.

I wanted more contact with my guides and decided to take a channeling class. In that class we asked for the highest guide possible and when I saw my guide I couldn't believe it. He looked like Jesus and said his name was Jesus. I had some problems with that because I wasn't religious, although I believe he existed, in fact I knew he had, I didn't want to call him by that name. So he said to call him Amenemhet. I had never heard that name before but later found out it was an Egyptian pharaoh that lived about four thousand years ago. I was looking through an Egyptian book and found a statue that looked very familiar to me. And there was his name, Amenemhet. So I had to believe.

There I was with a guide named Jesus and still so much to learn.

In those years my personality changed. I didn't hide anymore. But I was still feeling very insecure about myself. Did I really know the truth? In my heart I felt a yes, but my mind kept saying no. Then I went to Germany for the weekend, visiting mother Meera. The first evening we went I thought how is it possible that all these people here can look so happy, this just cant be real. But the second evening I thought, ok, when she looks at you, you are looking in the eyes of god so ask him what to do. That's what I did and back on my seat I heard someone talking me to me and saying he was God. He told me that I needed to write a book, because people don't need to go to someone to talk to him. Everyone can talk directly to him. But so many people are scared of him and that's why people like mother meera are very important. She gives them a glimpse of God.  During the last meditation we did that weekend, my guides took me to a pyramid, and there were so many people waiting for me. And my only thought was. I can't do this. And I tried to explain that to them and to Go. but of course they already knew that and told me I had time to learn.

After that we went to America for three years and the first night here a new guide showed up. and he talked in English. First thing I did here was find a Reiki group and during one class where I was assisting I noticed a guide that I knew and had talked to many times. He had told me his name was Balthazar. The Reiki teacher told me she had seen him as well, but his name wasn't Balthazar but Kuthumi. And then she told me to go to the other room to see if I could find his picture. And there was a picture of one of my other guides. So I took them both. I had the right one and the other one was called Sanat Kumara. After that I learned a lot more about the Ascended Masters and most of them came to me and guided me in several situations. They had me teach channeling classes, which was a lot of fun to me since I wasn't the one doing anything.

In the meantime I met my second husband, we already knew each other through the Reiki group but at one point it just happened. After two weeks of being together he asked me what I though about having a baby. His guides had asked him if he and I would be the parents of this new soul coming in. And then it all came back to me, about two years before that, during Reiki, I kept seeing myself with a baby in my arms. I had asked them about it many times, and even asked when the baby was going to be born. They had told me September. I looked it all up in my old notes. At that time I was still married and it was not going very well so I knew I didn't want another baby. But they kept showing it to me, even people who knew nothing about it, were giving me the message. They kept seeing me with a baby.

So I told him the story and got pregnant within a couple of weeks. I was due in October and thought, they can't be right with everything. Well they were, as usual, she was born in September, four weeks early. They asked us to name her Isis.

At this time she is already almost two years old, and a very sweet soul. Everywhere we go people look up and watch her. And she just smiles. She has beautiful eyes, like crystals sometimes. She love to share everything, even her food, and includes everyone, even the waitresses at restaurants. And she gets angry if you don?t accept it. She is the most precious gift they have given us.

When she was about one year old they told us to get domain names. They wanted to have a website with their messages. Then about four months ago I was told to start buying essential oils and herbs. I was going to make special blends and sell them on Ebay and on the website.

So that's how I got here, they guided me to the oils they wanted and everything else I needed. They give me the recipes so all I have to do is blend them. It's a new thing in my life and so far a very beautiful experience. The people that bought the oils were I think guided to it and are very enthusiastic about it. So the thought that I can help people with this on their spiritual path is something that makes me very happy.

I have channeled most of the messages, but my husband also channeled some of them. And they keep coming. Even other spirits, like Mother Earth, the Jaguar and more. So I will be adding more to website almost every week. It is something I can only do at night when the little one is asleep, but that's fine with me.

I hope these messages will guide a lot of people on their spiritual journey.

Love and Light

Petra

May 6, 2007

I wrote this when I made my first website, my daughter is already three and a half years old and as you can see we have started to do more things then just the oils and channelings.

The Blue Light Star System, was given to me about two years ago, and we have attuned many people all over the world.

Mary Magdalene and Isis, came to me with the Stairway to Heaven, I was already working with them for a long time, but they always wait for the time to be right, when the earth is ready for new energies.

I started on the Stairway about one year ago with the paintings and it is ready for everyone that feels guided to it.

Then the Ascended Master pistures, I began making those a couple of months ago and I just love them, and the friends I send them to say the same, but you can see them for yourself in our store at the moment, when I have the time and have finished  all my websites and the store, I will set up a new website for those pictures.

At this point I am just working all day and some of the nights to get our store and my websites completely up and running, I had to change providers so it is a lot of work, the store is a completely new thing for me so please be patient while I set it up.

There will be more things coming, like some clothing, but you will be able to find all that in out store.

Hope you enjoy the new sites and please leave me a note in our guestbook, or through the contact form.

Just to let me know if you like it, or any other comments you might have.

I want these sites to be an inspiration for others

Love and Light

Petra